it's been a long time since I've posted here. There are many things stopping me from sharing what's going on in my life. Mostly I'm tired. This disease has me locked up. There are so many other sides to a person I wonder why the state of one's frame matters so much. So, yes I'm stuck in a chair, in my house most of the time. People come around to help with personal care (I'm pretty relaxed about that now), tidy up and do laundry. People also come to visit, sharing something of life and the wider world. It's not even close to my old life but I love these visits.The children are especially delightful. One young lady spoke praise about our little place, adding that it's not all nice because it's messy. Very true,my dear. Count on kids for honesty!
There is a lot of thinking time. Contemplating the state of the world has never been interesting to me, but the state of my world - my family, my community- does. I wonder if my kids are really ok and am I wearing out the efforts of friends who are helping me. Do my people know what brings me joy and what causes me pain? Do they want to know?
I probably won't work out all the secrets of the world. Some, maybe. Hang around if you are interested.
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